26 martie 2009

Earth Hour

Probabil ati auzit de Earth Hour. Am obervat ca cei de la UTV au inceput deja sa faca reclama asa ca am sa scriu si eu despre Earth Hour. Ce este Earth Hour? Uite aici citatul din EcoMagazin:

Earth Hour este cel mai mare eveniment internaţional care atrage atenţia asupra încălzirii globale, implicând un miliard de persoane din întreaga lume. Sâmbătă, 28 martie, între orele 20:30 şi 21:30, oameni şi instituţii de pe tot globul se vor uni pentru a stinge luminile în 60 de ţări şi 1.000 de oraşe. Ca şi în alţi ani, România se va alătura campaniei globale. Noutatea constă în aceea că “alăturarea” va fi pentru prima dată oficială.

Bucuresti este, evident unul din orasele participante. Dar oricum, nu o sa fie tot orasul in bezna timp de o ora. Multi sunt inca sceptici cu privire la acest proiect.

25 martie 2009

I'm

... crazy. Ok, deci deja am innebunit. Blog-ul asta e jumi-juma. Half english, half romanian. Si eu sunt ceva intre. Lol.

Nu am ce sa fac asa ca imi pierd timpul postand pe blog. Lalalala.
Hmm. So hei. How are you? Fine, right? Thought so. Lawl, this day was pretty awkard.I strated reading Skip Beat again.

I know, I know, I’m really anxious to see how things will develop between Ren and Kyoko. Anyway when I’m reading a manga for the sencond time I’m reading it really carefuly. It ALWAYS happens to miss things. So now I’m reading every little dialogue bubble. Blah, blah.

I don’t have anything worth saying right now, I just feel like writing. And since I haven’t written here for a while now, I thought, why not. Woah Kyoko is so cute and strong and I’d kill be to be like her. I wonder… You know, when I was little, well, not that small. I think it was around fifth grade. Someone told me I’m fit to be an actress. A small compliment made me happy and from that day on I thought someday I’ll become a famous actress. Now, like 4 years later I gave up on that idea. I’m not cut to be a celebrity I don’t have a thing, nor the looks, nor the talent. Heh. Life, right? But I love writing so maybe I sould concentrate on this side. It would be, ah, so nice to become a famouse witer. Ooops! I was off in La La Land for a second. XD

Blah! So tired. I think I’ll go to sleep. Lord, waking at 6:30 AM is crazy.

Bai Bai ~

I'm...

... such a perverted person. Laugh, I can stand it. Lol, I just realised I kina' like yaoi (boy x boy) and that i really love SasuNaru (Naruto x Sasuke). Daaaamn. It's bad-ass and it's hot and I read like all doujinshis with them. Ok, now you can call me a sick person. Oh, trust me those doujinshis were reaaly perv .___.

I'm ashamed. Lol.

23 martie 2009

I'll do what it takes till' I touch the sky

Haa. I feel so mad. Why mad? Not on the world, not on a person but mad at me. While I was reading Furuba (Fruits Basket) I cried. Heh, I cried. It's so not like me. I'm not easily touched. I not cry unless I have a good reason and yet I cried when I read that chapter. Just like that. I didn't realise i was crying until I felt that cold drop of sorrow on my cheek. Mmm I'd lie if I'd tell you it's the first time I'm crying on a manga. I also cried when I read Madame Butterfly. I cried at the end of the manga. When she found out her husband was killed and all she wanted to do was get away from this world and meet him on the other. And then, she realised she still had her little girls. She had something to live for. She had reason to live. It was exacly the same thing with Furuba. I cried when I read about Kyoko and Tohru's father. The way Kyoko wanted to die just to get to Katsuya. It was a little thing that made me sad, that made me think about the future. My future.

What I'm going to do in the future? What will my future look like? I also want a loving husband a big and happy family, lot's of friend, a beautiful life. But then again, do I deserve this kind of life? Am I really worth living a beautiful life? How can I? I don't even know what I should do in the future. I have no career plans, all I know is that I want to end up happy. Have a happy end. Do I sound like a weirdo? Do I have weird dreams? I'm scared. I'm scared I'll ruin my future. I'm scared I'll will not be able to realise my dreams. That I will not have a happy life. That I will not find love. Haa. It's exhausting. It's annoying. It's better to run away from everything.

Sometimes I just can't stop thinking that my -special- someone was hit by a truck. That I don't have a bright future ahead of me. That I will end up alone, no friends, no family, no happiness. What should I do? I'm so mad at myself.

Truth be told I'm always complaining. I have no idea what to be a friend means. I have no idea how it feels to be in love. I am the only one who feels this way? I'm the only one who thinks like this? Help.

8 martie 2009

Are we human?

Hei there. Nu am mai postat de mult. Buhu, nici ca as fi avut ce sa scriu. -shoot-

Meow. A aparut pe 4 Martie Toradora 22. A fost cuteeee. Ryuuji s-a inrosit de nenumarate ori in jurul Taigai. Huhu. Come on boy, admit it, ya love her.

"When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and sing along, oh you'll never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
And when you sing along I hope that it puts you through hell


Haha. I lov this song. Adica, nu pur si simplu obsedata. O_O

-starts singing-

Bai Bai ~