secret.

it was my mistake. i've written pages upon pages trying to rid you from my bones.

but i can't. simple as that. not even after all this time. but you know,

my mistake wasn't the fact that i tried to erase you, it was

that i didn't realize i could live like this. you will always be a part

of me, even though i may never be a part of you ever again.

that, if i was lucky enough to ever be

a part of you. i bet you already found another her and

it's ok, you know.. i can't ever tie you to me. i just can't. you need to be free

without me. i was never supposed to be by your side. at least not

in the way i wanted to. or want to. i guess i'll have to keep you my little

secret from now on.

i hope you'll find someone who will love you better and who will stay with you no

matter what. i hope you're happy. seriously, be happy.

me? don't worry, i will be fine. i've always been a fighter. i am going

to make it trough, don't mind me. i will never drown, even though some days i'm

certain i'll do so.

love you, always. me.